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Life is funny

2009-07-06T20:26:56Z

As an 18 year old high school graduate I feel I owe good old LJ a new update.
Well it all happened, it's funny because all the friends I have on LJ a.) don't check any more, and b.) are already 18 and graduated or graduated along side me so this seems like nothing and really it isn't. I mean 18 is cool but I am still greatly limited by my parents, and graduation as the teachers put it was "for my parents" I didn't do anything new, I did more work in the past threee graduations than I did in this one. But now it's strange, I realize that high schools were almost random groupings, friends from high school and other fields seem more meshed. Life seems more circular and more empty. It's not like the road ahead is foggy I just came to the end of the road and it feels like there are 72 different choices to turn on to. I just want to go down all of them. And that I shall try to do.

All good things must come to an end

2009-03-25T03:11:00Z

I just started thinking how this weekend will be my last time performing on the QO stage and I almost cried. Like there are still tears in my eyes that might release themselves before the weekend is over. I mean this has been my impetus to go to school for the past four years. I went into the bathroom really quick once I was sure that I was good and oh man when did I grow? Suddenly I looked like 10 feet tall? I don't even know how to react right now.

I forgot but may as well for old times sake

2009-02-19T02:38:46Z

My last semester in high school....... how bittersweet

Pd 1: Theatre with Indo: aside from the fact that I am rapidly starting to hate Mr. I, and his unprofessional behaviorm this is a great first period and I have Wagner, Dani, Stacey, and the young life trio as I now call them. And yeah.... theatre.... okay

Pd 2: Food Trends with Ms Davis: Ick that teacher, Well I had Daravatey and Klara were in this class and Klara somehow attracted Lauren Weller to her table and now Daravatey has left and Klara is trying to switch out....... Leaving me with Lauren Weller THROW UP!!!!!!!!!!

Pd 3: English with Hardinge: She is way to awake and I have no friends... except Monica and Kevin Hauri... kinda... oh and Lauren Weller again isn't life just marvelous?

Pd 4: Psyche with Benedict: Worst teached ever, on the plus side I have Tim, Christine, Caitlin, and Sonya in that class but OMG THE TEACHER IS HORRID!!!!!!!

Pd 5: Chambers with Indo: I now sit next to Demetri and Jeff SWWWWEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEETTTTT!!!!!!! And chambers is just awesome so yeah!

Pd 6: Newspaper with Stahly: STACEY IS IN NEWSPAPER!!!!!!!! IUFHUEDHGFUGHWREG :D I LOVE IT!!!! Bianka is there too and Alice, Jennie, Melanie, and Lauren too!!!! Plus Stahly likes me now I GOT AN A LAST SEMESTER!!!!!!!!!

Pd 7: Creative Writing with Hardinge: I am never there I have missed class for legit reasons like six times! Jennie is my friend in that class but there are lots of cool people and i am writing a one act play because I didn't feel like being original!

THE END!!!!!!

link_the_her0 @ 2009-02-03T21:15:00

2009-02-04T02:15:13Z

I really wish I was good at poetry, instead I just write what I feel, but it's just ambiguous words, nothing of value.

On a side note I like how i sound really angry.

Can I
Can I deal with this
Can I handle this this this outrage
Can I really be ridiculed
Can I let you have that much power
Do You
Do you think this is that insignificant
Do you believe what you do is right
Do you understand what you are doing
Do you comprehend your actions
I won’t
I won’t let you win
I won’t come out of this the smaller man
I won’t sit around and be taken advantage of
I won’t comply to your mold and I will go on
I will
I will do as I please and not hear from you
I will reach above those around me
I will make you regret
I will come out better for the ride

Cosmo

2009-01-21T22:14:17Z

So this is easily the most I have cried in any given year of high school, we are putting my dog down tomorrow and I am just not ready for it, I know he is old but he still has life and I have just had him too long (he is older than my little brother). Pretty much this year sucks!

ifjjfwekjfiowekf.

2008-11-06T04:32:45Z

I can't believe I am graduating in like half a year! Excuse me while I cry!

link_the_her0 @ 2008-10-29T18:02:00

2008-10-30T00:02:23Z

When did I become a confident singer? I feel so on top of the world this year!

hahaha

2008-10-10T21:49:04Z

Last week I left my AP Theory book in English class, since then I have seen it there but never bothered to get it, today I did, then I managed to bring it to every class only to leave it in the auditorium after practice...

Best day ever

2008-09-10T21:57:34Z

THE END

link_the_her0 @ 2008-06-11T22:38:00

2008-06-12T03:02:15Z

i'm pure evil no joke

link_the_her0 @ 2008-06-09T21:52:00

2008-06-10T01:52:45Z

you know the phrase "i can read you like a book" you are more like books on tape, and it is just a tad disgusting.

to no one in particular but i like it none the less.

OVERLOAD

2008-05-01T03:15:04Z

So along with all the other stresses of this week I need a prom group............. unless the drama kids included me but I don't think they did. Also I was hoping to have a date but the only person I would ask would be Klara (as a friend) but I can't think of a way to ask that with out being awkward, and Worley now thinks I like her even though I told her I didn't. also the 2 or 3 concerts, SATS, and performance of a song I don't know at the arts fair have me slightly worried oh and that english paper I will do tomorrow in school since it is a rough draft and its allowed to be rough.... OY oh and I need an egg shell for chem efiadsgaijfsbhljksdfhblkdgjshbjdgks

link_the_her0 @ 2008-03-18T20:18:00

2008-03-19T00:18:58Z

Yay my puppy (who is 345637 years old) is not dieing yet! And i am now the only soloist for our radio song group (as in i have the whole thing but i feel bad about that) but it seems maybe today is the turning point and things are about to get better :)

link_the_her0 @ 2008-01-31T22:28:00

2008-02-01T02:28:58Z

in the end people are sweet!

Whats wrong with me?

2007-12-17T08:59:54Z

So i was supposed to have finished my project last night but Matt sent me the images at 5 yesterday and me being me i am way to ADD to finish in that amount of time which is why i told him to send them to me as early as tuesday/wednsday.......... Now i woke up at 3:45 and i am pretty awake... weird right?

tgjdsnfgkdjkdngudfhfkjdsbtykhtsdklbgfrhfnoeksgttokernvfoldmfghltr

2007-12-10T04:21:25Z

So auditions are in less than 24 hours and i am SOOOOOOOOOOO freaked out, breathing is almost a chore it's insane. HOW AN i (my i button broke so i copy and paste) GOiNG TO DO THiS??? Sure i am ready in theory but i have never had a good musical audition and i want to change that but now i am pressuring my self, worst of all now there are two people in my audition grop trying out for the same part (i used to be the only one tryin out for the part at all) and one of them is scott and he fits the part just as well so i am going to sleep now because i need rest

an insight to the criminally mad

2007-11-19T20:08:21Z

the other day i borrowed a friends locker to store a project in because Jeana's locker is to crowded thanks to all of our stuff (mine, MJ's, and Jeana's) so anyways i went to the locker and took the combination out of my wristband (i lost che if you see him please tell me!!!!!) then i woundered what time it was and then i thought "they should make something like a wristband that tells time"... yes i invented the watch!

It was delightful it was delicious it was DELOVELY

2007-10-28T22:48:10Z

:( I miss them sooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo much already and it's not even a whole day yet!!! I really hope to keep in touch with them because they were so awesome it's just sad that I wont be seeing them all together with the hosts and all :( I predict emoness for a while

link_the_her0 @ 2007-10-22T17:34:00

2007-10-22T21:34:18Z

So I can't write viewpoints as well while on my meds, I just tapped in to my inner/outer ADHD child and managed to get upset shoemaker elves that werent able to make shoes due to missing digits so they mess around with the building at night.

link_the_her0 @ 2007-10-22T05:17:00

2007-10-22T09:17:53Z

The British are here! I am so excited for today that I woke up a good half hour early

Omigod u guys

2007-10-20T02:56:51Z

So I finally watched Legally Blonde and it was adorable why didn't they make it a musical in the first place.

link_the_her0 @ 2007-10-15T19:06:00

2007-10-15T23:06:08Z

Life is, what can I say..........

I love Mrs.Parked but today I was downstairs by the theater alcove talking to Ninaberto and Mrs.Parker tells me she needs me to try some lipstick on and of course I tried to get her to put it on Nina or K/Christina all of whom were near byish but its the boy's lipstick so um yeah she put lipstick on me in the middle of the hallway..... I am far too nice to have let her do that.

So the first issue of the Prowler came out and all went well this issue I wanted to try and work with someone on a page because I have to improve my indesign skills but then thats alot because I have my viewpoint, my new story on the English Kids (I was totally roped into this because viewpoints is in the news section so during section meetings I have to meet with them and they don't see viewpoints and news as different even though they are total opposites and I am the biggest features writer ever), and a doubletruck article once Sarah thinks of one. Maybe I can try helping Alice of Sarah on there page, I want to contribute.

Homecoming was moy fun and um thats about it...

BORING!

link_the_her0 @ 2007-09-26T17:30:00

2007-09-26T21:30:04Z

Oh my god! My grades fail I have like 3 A's and 4 B's but the A's don't count because its for mt electives! I am pretty much failing World, I signed up for honors because AP should be harder not vise-versa. As for Stat I am missing something? WTF I've turned everything in so far?

Nostalgia

2007-09-25T01:58:24Z

My neighbor uploaded some photos of what I assume to be her summer camps performance of Seussical and it made me so upset. The
Cat in the Hat was some gay boy (no straight guy poses like that for a camera) and it wasn't Stephanie, and their Wickershams were mobsters, and they had to much color to little yellow their jojo's costume wasn't right, and either their Mayzie only had one tail, or their Getrude was a slut, and their Yertle was a teenage mutant ninja turtle, and then I realized "oh my god I am looking a these pictures of people I don't and probably will never know, I am such a stalker" so I stopped but now I am highly nostalgic

So many oreo storys so little meaning

2007-09-18T02:33:13Z

Today during the cast meeting-majig I looked around and it felt so empty, all the people who as a freshmen I thought of as the "true theater" people are gone and then I get to thinking how next year it will be down to me and the next year, well then there will be none. Subtle eh? Well that was my original impression of QO theater so those people were my first and clearly most lasting impression. It makes me so sad to think it went by so fast. I spoke to Eleanor the other day and I was sooooo happy!!!!!!!!!! oh and I saw Mrs. Nagle (who wants to help with the up part of the down staircase lol)
So anyway I feel old and really sad!!! I was finally friends with the seniors I knew for the most oart and then they leave, sure I am on much better terms with the new seniors (haha I think of them as sophomores still) but still its weird, I wanted to be better friends with the 07 seniors :(. Wicked songs are fun Defying Gravity, One Short Day, No Good Deed, and The Wizard and I have made up the majority of my youtube use lately.

This years freshmen are sooooooooo small and really freshmen-like Jeff reminds me of my little brother. Haha Katherine and I were talking and I guess we have talked alot and plus she pets my hair but everyone does but Jeff wouldn't know this so he comes up to us just while we are talking and he says "Okay stop holding hands break it up love birds" I proceeded to laugh hysterically Katherine = Big sister haha oh freshmen I then told him he was a freshmen and he didn't get it (I feel older weird)

~~I am especial?~~